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我的自述

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我排行老三。母親本來有九個孩子,後來聽說老么不是母親的親生子,所以事實上只有八個兄弟姐妹了。八卦一點,聽說我跟老四之間原本還有一個孩子,不過很小的時候就夭折了,要不然母親就有整十個孩子了,想想真可惜。

我在眾孩子之間是屬於最受寵的那一個,我自己知道。我長得亮眼、漂亮,兄弟姐妹們卻是很老土的樣子。尤其是小弟小妹們,都是一副冷冷的樣子。

漂亮歸漂亮,我從小健康就沒甚麽好,時常生病。小病就別提了,好幾次大病,差點要了我的命。後來都大命不死,活了過來,可是也傷了不少元氣。

我皮膚也不好,時常有細菌滋生,時常還化膿。醫生說我底子熱,沒辦法。

最近我不知道哪裡惹來了很惡毒的高感染性病菌,在我身上蔓延,弄得我又痛又癢的,晚上也睡不好。皮膚結痂,一塊一塊的裂開來,到處又化膿。不單如此,我的血液也被感染了,體溫也不斷的增加。我覺得我快要死掉了。

醫生說我先天的抗體被侵蝕了。先從我的下半身開始,不斷的會有病毒攻擊我的下半身,慢慢的會侵蝕整個身體。我問醫生,醫生搖搖頭說沒辦法,這個病毒的侵略性太強了,除非像我過去的例子一樣,抗體突然間增加,將所有病菌殺死。可是這是可遇不可求的。即使真的有奇蹟出現,我也會因為失去所有良性的病菌而變得很虛弱,甚至會有生命危險。

最近老四好像也被感染了。他很無助的看著醫生,可是醫生也無能為力,只能走一步算一步。我感到很抱歉,也替老四難過。我一直責怪自己,都是我不好,去惹來甚麽病毒。

我的日子一天一天的流逝,我只能茫然無助的等待死亡的來臨。

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  1. drkhtang
    June 19th, 2010 at 12:37 | #1

    節哀吧,朋友。

  2. AKH
    June 18th, 2010 at 16:22 | #2

    YEAH! ENJOY LIFE!! eat the best food, drink the best wine, have fun & party all time ……..

    but I hope I DON’T LIVE TOO LONG ….. until my children grow old or their(or best friends/neighbour) children grand children come and ask me

    WHAT DID U DO when they is still fish in the sea, grape on the tree, fresh air in garden ………..

  3. ktang
    June 18th, 2010 at 12:03 | #3

    There is nothing anyone on this earth can do to stop global warming.

    Assume human invented combustion machine since 1850, it is now approx 160 years since the first drop of fuel of whatever kind, is being burned by human to obtain energy from it. Earth has amount of energy accumulated in more than 300 mil. years and human burned it in less than 200 years, with heat as by-product is released to the air, what do you expect?

    Global understanding to curb global warming? forget it, which government will push for something that will cause revenue loss worth billions in their country? Definitely not until they can see the ultimate price they need to pay is, perhaps, extinction of mankind.

    So, while you breath and while you walk, enjoy the life when you have them; enjoy sea breeze in Bali, as an example.

    Cheers … !!!

  4. shiam
    June 17th, 2010 at 18:50 | #4

    沒有錯嗎,地球茫然無助的等待2012那天來臨,不就日子不多了,所以現在亂吃東西,吃到每天吐火山灰。

    • drkhtang
      June 17th, 2010 at 20:31 | #5

      素解亮,原來是我想象力不好。

  5. shiam
    June 17th, 2010 at 07:43 | #6

    醫生說,因為日子不多了,所以,想吃啥就吃啥,想做啥就做啥。

    • drkhtang
      June 17th, 2010 at 17:58 | #7

      牛頭不對馬嘴降。

  6. drkhtang
    June 16th, 2010 at 18:53 | #8

    忘了介紹自己,我的名字叫『地球』。那個可惡的病菌學名叫『人類』。

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